Thursday, December 13, 2007
the new link is
http://pinkfair-ies.blogspot.com
YAYYYY PINK ROCKS!
the new link is
http://pinkfair-ies.blogspot.com!
YAYYYY PINK ROCKS.
Saturday, November 24, 2007
shifted. (:
Friday, November 23, 2007
little things allows us to see big pictures. i see it so much clearer now.
many thanks to those who wished me happy birthday, be it through the net, phone, sms, real life or anything. im very touched that you people remember. its really the thought that counts. and also to those who got me presents, no matter how small or anything. i appreciate them. thankyou.
and of course.
a very huge thank you to SHINE, for sentosa, sushi, haegen daz ice cream fondue and the handmade shirt. its all the things i had wanted since long ago and i got it from you three. and the surprise of steph and doreen turning up was wonderful because i missed hanging out as shine! thanks for making time to celebrate and for everything and im v sorry because i know the outing caused you all alot =/ you ppl rock & yay i cant wait for 17 dec :D
and also thanks alot to my three sister guides who accompanied me today even when the bbq was stupidly postponed last minute! we still get to meet again next week!
lything went back to cambodia ytd. thanks for the card which was in pink! farewell, takecare all the best in everything (:
i feel numbed. ha.
happy sweet sixteen to me.
Saturday, November 17, 2007
2E4 chalet was awesome!
i think more than 3/4 went. and it really felt like i had 2E4 back for that night :D most of the time was spent doing rubbish. and i think the nicest part was probably the walk to the beach, the picture on the rock (though it would be nicer if everyone was there), and the SHINE reunion in the pavillion thingy after the bbq which i didnt manage a pic of since my phone batt died :( nvm, theres always the SHINE www outing in dec :D
okay so yay. i love 2E4.
today went to sajc's open house. its like super nice. theres this nice feeling in the atmosphere that draws you to the school.bad idea to go. now i really really very badly want to go to sajc. :(
im thinking deeply tonight.
im not like those who don't know what they want. i know exactly what i want, what would make me happy, and what it is to complete everything i've got now. but despite knowing, im afraid to get it. its there, hanging, unreachable to me, because i wont try. because im scared to fall. its a sorrowful longing.
good things, they all come to an end. so in other words, they are like time being loaned to us. and they're taken back once the period of time is over. so. its borrowed time. many occasions, i have borrowed time. i have experienced things that i liked, that i wanted to last, but eventually had to give it up. sometimes, these things were asked for. i did stupid things like writting letters to santa in the past asking for things that i really wanted. and i got them. but i had to return it before i was done with it. and thats the lesson of not asking. a girl should never ask but always listen- JLC and so after that instance, i never asked again. this time, it was like a black box wrapped in gold ribbon presented to me. a present. a surprise i didn't request for. but it was still temporary. still borrowed time. and still, i had to give it back. and so. im never going to want anything intangible again. i shall only want tangible stuff, which as said before, can be bought with money. solves the problem. don't need to rely on the forces of the unspeakable. eg. fate.
take everything with a pinch of salt.
believe more in yourself and less of others.
annoyed mood.
Tuesday, November 13, 2007
oh man. i feel full of angst recently. perpetually cranky and easily agitated. easily happy too. maybe its mood swings.
i saw this stuffed white polar bear at taka. its v cute. wins all my stuffed toys. im going to get it someday since my mum did not want to buy me that. instead she went to buy some stupid overpriced hundred over gold plated carps for display. wth. my polar bear :(
theres so many things i had planned to get this holidays. but i got all sorts of nonsense instead of what i wanted. but its okay, since tangible stuff can all be bought with money. so in other words, money solves material desires. but what about the intangible stuff. they're so, unreachable.
i don't feel like highlighting my hair anymore. & i got an appointment booked alr and everything. then i have to go cancel it. aaaah.
i got a new word. fusch.
good replacement for profanities. don't sound so vulgar.
whatthefusch.
Monday, November 12, 2007
ayyy. now i realise why people are never contented.
o's are over but its sian. going out is not so exciting or appealing when you have all the time in the world on your hands. staying at home = computer/ random tv/ same few songs on piano/sleeping. i havent been practising. so much for my enthusiasm to take up piano then in secondary two; now piano lessons are like a burden instead of smth to looking forward too. i feel it has instead killed my love for playing the piano, when you are forced to read notes and play scales and rubbish songs in perfect hand postures. can't i play what i feel like and in the way my wrists feel comfortable. booo :( so i took to re reading harry potter again today. im book deprived. rah!
on the bright side.
tmr im going to get havaianas! i have been waiting to get it since forever. actually. since glo told me its very good and my slippers are getting worn out, and i couldnt bear to change it before because it was a present and it was pink. and i got my phone too. not exactly the most ideal phone. but since i didnt want any other model that badly then whatever just take anything. yay. but im still using my old phone because i dont feel like learning how to operate a new one yet. and partly because i cannot bear to chuck my other battered phone( which also happens to be pink! :D) away so soon =/ funny how i only learn to cherish my things when its time to let it go. so maybe i should not buy pink things. because i dont like to throw away things that are pink. and i will end up having an entire pink rubbish collection.
okay. then theres 2E4 chalet on wednesday. i want to go ice skating with 2E4 people.
and. im still bored. so i am going to eat again.
all endings are beginnings.
Friday, November 09, 2007
if i could be anywhere i wanted to now,
i would be sitting in a biology class with 2E4-rians, in the year 2oo5.
(:
& i hope that in that scenario, money would be cascading from the sky as well. because that would be quite helpful.